Baby girl

I don't own a boat but I can float your boat.

I didn't show up for the heart break. No that wasn't my intent at all. Simply I'd rather see you happy without me. Guess that's because I'm fine with out you, or anyone looking for a companion.

See, I've got tons of friends. Tons. I make new ones all the time. I love to work. Love it. After that I enjoy being alone. All alone. So you see, just as I told you, that makes me a terrible boyfriend. Don't act like this wasn't something I brought up in the very beginning. Once your heart stops hurting you'll be able to hear that. Other girls already have, other girls have yet to. But enough about you.

I realized the why. An epiphany at it's finest. In order for me to be content I need to find someone that I can communicate with wholly and unencumbered by the typical relationship constraints of judgment and offense.

You dating someone that's become your best friend? Good, I think that's going to last. At least that's a form of love that I hope does. Because if not then I've lost faith in love all together. The freedom, understanding and level of comfort I hope those things entail is what I've decided upon to be true and worthy of pursuit.

Up to that point it's all another form of entertainment. Filling the gap between when you wake up and go to sleep. The gap that exists between when you're born and when you die. That's truly all any of us are doing - staying entertained. How lame is that?

Reno